Sorry, it was not you!

You screamed

“Off, you go!”

When your eyes ignore

And my tears deny

This pain seems senseless…

How can I say…

I am hurt by your words?

You pacified

“Sorry…”

But when yours sorry passed-by

And I, as a lonesome beggar-

Your sorry paid no coins to me

How can I say...

Your apology healed me?

You turned-off

“Speechless!”

When these ears longed for,

Your words of care,

Blank, I stare at the sky…

How can I say…

I heard those unspoken words?

So I say,

Sorry, it was not you

Who… 

Hurt me

And healed me

And understood me!

Sorry, it was not you…

Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel “Hridayaninadini”

10:30 pm, 28-04-2013

MTR-India

Under this open sky-

A thought-out-of-restlessness….

Photo credits:

www.paintingsilove.com

Surmounting...

Eternal, was nothing 
Over here!
Eternal, it will 
Never be!

In this village of voracity,
My folk,
Won’t stay with you
What you see….

Never shall halt this contentment…
Nor will halt this sorrow
Bravo! 
For you are climbing this ridge, 
Now, you must go down this furrow!

Tears may turn to smiles
And smiles shall drop as tears!
When...
You are yet to complete these miles
Unaccompanied you stand, in this company of fears!

Radiate your soul now,
For this soul shall remain the same,
And the bugles of battle shall trumpet,
You must end this never-lasting game…

Bear in this mind…

Permanent will never be this world!
Nor shall this sky!
So, worry not my folk
your cage is wide-open, yes…
Widen your wings and fly!!!

Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel "Hridayaninadini"
28-04-2013-Mudumalai-India-1:50 pm
To my thoughts...

Photo-credits:
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To the wind...

When this monsoon
Showers on me
And,
Drenches this dried-out memories
On this trail of Jungle
My eyes cry…
Silently…

Mom,
This wind seldom pampers me
Nor do these butterflies…
This warbler, just, chirped
And said…
Home is where my heart lies…

To the wind- I send this message...

Convey to my mom

I miss home...