Wednesday, November 24, 2010

IF MY ANSWER WAS "YES"

I say you are good
not to make you sad
if " yes" was the answer...
for am I bad??

Still my heart says...
there is some good hidden
beside the veil of dark shadow..........
there's an Eden

Your presence is not noticed
but
i can feel your whisper
that silently says
Hey , I am here ..........
to enlighten your days

Was that a thought ...
that evoked me......
I was in Incorporeal...
Beautiful Corals in the Sea....

If "Yes" was my answer...
to let you know.....
that "Yes" is sometime
as Cruel as "No".....

Then what would you do???
Jump off the cliffs .....???
and Gang the river dry....???
or freeze your soul...stiff.....???.

Only if My answer was "Yes"

- Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel "Hridayaninadini
Time-11:26pm, wednesday
24th November,2010
Mitrapark,Kathmandu
[Dedicated to one of my old best friend from IPSS...Into the Wild]

Friday, November 5, 2010

A mixed visualisation

A Mixed Visualization......
Dated:

6th Nov , 2010

10:33 am , Saturday,

Mitrapark, Kathmandu



I turn on the diary to vomit out ....

that was undigestable to me....

but couldn't find a page ...to note.......



Because it was missing...

a day was missing....

a date was missing and

so was a year........



I went for a drive.....

saw a glittering DARKNESS......

"The Festival of Lights"

...beheld a house...a fully adorned bride....

she was gloomy ,though.........



Also saw a worn-out hut with ...

two shivering diyas....on its threshold.....

but was laughing out the happiness ..she saw..

throughout her life........



I return to home gathering two kinds of feelings......

HAVE AND HAVE NOT.....

I HAVE THE THINGS WHICH I DON'T WANT TO HAVE......

AND,

I HAVE NOT GOT THE THINGS THAT I NEED TO HAVE.....



I was unstatisfied and I am ,

tilll this hour ...

and i don't know....

whether the degree of unstatisfaction persists or depresses....??





Saw....the battles of thoughts....

which were trying to win over the another.....

feed a poor ??? or uplift a poor????





Ufffffff....

There are half dozen millions and billions of thoughts.....

some are building &

some are ruining the world........



I thus......

had a mixed visualiztion of the life...in

this

Deepawali......A glittering and A glaring Darkness......



-Fantasized by

Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel "Hridayaninadini"