A mixed visualisation

I turn on the diary to vomit out...

that was undigestable to me...

but couldn't find a page ...to note.......



Because it was missing...

a day was missing...

a date was missing and

so was a year........



As I walk.....

saw glittering darkness......

"The Festival of Lights"

Beheld a house!

No less than a fully adorned bride...

she was gloomy, though!



Also saw a worn-out hut with ...

two shivering diyas on its threshold!

And appeared so happy! 



Two emotions visited me today!

Have and have not!

I have things which I don't want to have!

And,

I have not yet got the things that I want to have!

I was unsatisfied and I am,

till this hour ...

and I don't know...

whether the degree of dissatisfaction persists or depresses!


Felt the battles of thoughts...

Justling to win!

feed the poor? or uplift the poor?



Alas.

There are half a dozen millions and billions of thoughts.....

some are building &

some are ruining the world!



A mixed visualization of life!

As the world glitters with lights!

There still is the darkness!



-Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel "Hridayaninadini"

6th Nov 2010

10:33 am, Saturday,

Mitrapark, Kathmandu